I did it again..

I went fanatical shopping yesterday – it was wonderful, (in many ways) whatsoever a relief! I also bought a, really nice Christmas gift to Rafael. I like the 6^th “arrondisement” in Paris; moreover I find a great deal of cozy candles and further stuff which I`ll décor my room with. Well, room or room, I would rather, from now on, name it “my mini apartment”, we have rearrange and organize things in order for me to feel more home settled. I am truly glad over the result, not to forget Penny`s cotentment!

In the afternoon I`ll bring up my work of art, I feel half without it. I am thinking something in sparkling, smashing color. I barely fear the fact that my studies will be suffering when I once get started. I sort of forget place and room, nevertheless a satisfying and relaxing sensation. It is just me along my thoughts; me inside my existence, me within my reality and me contained by my own subsistence. Consequently, I would say - I know that real happiness exist, inside oneself. Stay patient – and deem me - you will find it.

 Ciao.

Long day. Good day. Interesting day. Free day. Emotional day. Loving day.



Now my day turns into a dream. 

really, should adapt into the "frensh code" - means - stop drinking Starbucks (beacuase I need a great deal of black coffee, I am so picky about that) in a frensh café. You see my friend Anna`s coffee cup - which is ten times less for a Swedish coffee consumer as I truly am. But on the other hand I am starting to get sick of tired running like "an desperate housewife" in order to find a Starbucks. And so it goes each time it is time for a coffee date. For God sake I am in Paris - not New York.  

Mabye less is more even thou it comes to coffee..less coffee is equal more coffee..in a bizarre way..at least I should try. Tomorrow. Hang on.

My Best.

* Malnutrition
* Dehydration
* Electrolyte imbalance
* Hyponatremia
* Damaging of the voice
* Vitamin and mineral deficiencies
* Teeth erosion and cavities, gum disease
* Sialadenosis (salivary gland swelling)
* Potential for gastric rupture during periods of bingeing
* Esophageal reflux
* Irritation, inflammation, and possible rupture of the esophagus
* Laxative dependence
* Peptic ulcers and pancreatitis
* Emetic toxicity due to ipecac abuse
* Swelling of the face and cheeks, especially apparent in the lower eyelids due to the high pressure of blood in the face during vomiting.
* Callused or bruised fingers
* Dry or brittle skin, hair, and nails, or hair loss
* Lanugo
* Edema
* Muscle atrophy
* Decreased/increased bowel activity
* Digestive problems that may be triggered, including Celiac, Crohn's Disease
* Low blood pressure, hypotension
* Orthostatic hypotension
* High blood pressure, hypertension
* Iron deficiency, anemia
* Hormonal imbalances
* Hyperactivity
* Depression
* Insomnia
* Amenorrhea
* Infertility
* Polycystic Ovary Syndrome
* High risk pregnancy, miscarriage, still-born babies
* Diabetes
* Elevated blood sugar or hyperglycemia
* Ketoacidosis
* Osteoporosis
* Arthritis
* Weakness and fatigue
* Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
* Cancer of the throat or voice box
* Liver failure
* Kidney infection and failure
* Heart failure, heart arrhythmia, angina
* Seizure
* Paralysis
* Potential death caused by heart attack or heart failure; lung collapse; internal bleeding, stroke, kidney failure, liver failure; pancreatitis, gastric rupture, perforated ulcer, depression and suicide.