That is what I am currently devoting all my waking hours to. Those little babies we all once were, and some of us, obviously, to different degrees - still are. Babies. I believe we all need a “mummy” and talking of mummies and babies tonight – I so insanely miss my baby girl in Sweden and my mum. Now. Puhh. Somewhere along the lines I deem I grew up too fast, too often. I rushed into adulthood, I thought I was ready, I was not. I was not even grown up take care of myself, to provide for the very basic needs, as food, sleep and safety. I was on deep water far too many times. Of course I never knew back then. I thought I was ready to say taataa to family and childhood and bonjour to the adulthood. I always ended up crying, calling mum to pick me up.

 

Ironically, I become more and more equal to a baby then an adult. And I still am in many respects. Here is the thing – I will always be, more or less, a new born baby as she lives within me, not necessarily call mum every time life points finger at me or hit me – but I will always need my mummy, I claim we all do!

 

Sure, I can only speak for myself, but I think this bond between “a mum and daughter” is one of the most powerful, complicated and loving bond we have with somebody.

 

I love my mummy! Probably too much. It is hilarious, that she is temporary mummy to my baby back home. Jisses Christ – this came out to be a very mummy and baby post.

 

So just to wind it up even more “mummy – baby - wise” - give your mum or baby (or both) a big hug and say – thank you for this incredible masterpiece you have created – that is – you!

Mummy and I as "nissar"!

Min blogg är allt annat än levande i dessa tider - det är således ingen korrekt indikator hur jag känner mig. Det ska sägas. Då jag känner mig som en alldeles - "absolutely alive human being"! Det är ett sådant, mildamakter -skönt mänskligt läge att befinna sig i! Jag är tacksam ska ni veta, så tacksam att det räcker både ett och två varv runt klotet. I alla fall, jag kikade in här idag och noterade att jag fortfarande har några tappra och ihärdiga läsare kvar därute. Som jag tidigare yttrat så startade jag aldrig denna blogg för att vinna något slags erkännande, någon fame av något slag. Kort sagt, jag hoppade på denna våg enbart av det faktum att jag behövde få en bild av mig själv och mitt live (yttre och inre) samt att mina nära och familj skulle ha en någorlunda update huruvida jag är på hemmaplan eller på andra sidan jordklotet. Hela blogg fenomenet är och förblir en ypperlig kommunikations kanal - enkel, tillgänglig och snabb.

Kan inte förstå att min flicka såg ut såhär bara ett år tillbaka - lilla fula jycke. Men hejohå vilket charmtroll till fyrbent djur! Nu sover vi gott - alla goa gubbar och gummor därute!

mY

Unbeliveable when it comes to frensch and intrenet skills. I am in an internet cafe at the moment and I am such pist of. The tech man arrived yesterday morning and left with no sucess. How hard can it be? My life does not function before I revieve intrent.

I miss you a lot. Penny too. My times is out about 1 min.

(Alskar er alltid. Vi lever och mar bra i Paris)

I did it again..

really, should adapt into the "frensh code" - means - stop drinking Starbucks (beacuase I need a great deal of black coffee, I am so picky about that) in a frensh café. You see my friend Anna`s coffee cup - which is ten times less for a Swedish coffee consumer as I truly am. But on the other hand I am starting to get sick of tired running like "an desperate housewife" in order to find a Starbucks. And so it goes each time it is time for a coffee date. For God sake I am in Paris - not New York.  

Mabye less is more even thou it comes to coffee..less coffee is equal more coffee..in a bizarre way..at least I should try. Tomorrow. Hang on.

My Best.

Tonight we spoke about Christmas, me and baby. Since I love traveling by car, we are actually thinking by so going to Sweden in December. That should be cozy, just us - me, Raffe and Penny in a car during Christmas time. Time will tell. I have an important exam in December as well as Raffe has a boxing fight somewhere in the middle. 
  I am glad it`s Monday tomorrow which means the University and back to basic. This weekend has included all potentially feelings, all from misery to highly amusing laughing. Again, I am glad this weekend soon is over, I finished today´s work and I am finally heading for lovely bed. I have a feeling that this night going to be a god night. Also, I am so privileged having you in my life, all of you. Life is indeed god and you`d better remind yourself about that fact every single day, or if you want, moment.

Stay tuned.

off we went!

Nighty my pearls. We talk tomorrow.